Do you ever feel, a little, well, lost?
This last week I haven’t really felt like myself, not ill or anything sucky like that, just unsure and lost.
I have spent most of the week in the safety of my PJ’s, I know then no-one can make me go out then, I was far to unsavoury! I guess with the cold and snow and all that shit, I was probably better off inside?
I don’t really know what the hell is wrong with me, other than the fact I am totally useless and generally uninteresting.
When you become a mum, suddenly you don’t really matter, the most important thing for you is those snotty little buggers.
You make sure they are fed, watered, wiped and happy, then by the time you are done you have forgotten about looking after yourself, about eating right and brushing your hair, you know, all the luxuries!
I guess I am just a little bit stuck? I have so much I want to do, I just have trouble making it all happen.
Also I am really, REALLY sleepy at the moment, waiting on my copaxone, plus all the meds I take make me drowsy, so add that to the awful fatigue, makes a sleepy mummy!
I hope I can pull myself out of this slump…..