So I haven’t really blogged about ‘me’ recently, I am not even sure what I am feeling right now, so that has been contributing to it. Also I have been concentrating on holiday, so today has been spent packing up and getting ready to go.
As well as the aforementioned holiday, we are also having the house done, so builders will be descending in numbers to fit things and bang with hammers, so I really am glad to be going away, I just hope they are finished when we get back.
We are also having a kitchen upgrade, so we get to choose from some lovely designs and make this house ours. From cupboards to paint, its all very exciting.
I am using all these things to give me something to look forward to, recently, with my relapse and some personal issues, I have been a teary, sleepy and depressed mess, so having something like this holiday to look forward to has been lovely.
I can escape for a while and relax for once. All with the new energy the steroids have given me, steroid highs really are great, I know it will last a few weeks and then I get the low, but I will enjoy it whilst it lasts.
What’s the point in having to take all these meds and not enjoying the good parts?!
I will use it to put myself back together and spend time with my girls, as they really are amazing!!
Beboo is walking now which will make it even more exciting, two little buggers running around, living the dream here.