Now a few weeks back I was subject to some vile, uncalled for bullying I know who my bully is and to be honest, I cannot but feel sorry for this person. The fact they could be so childish and vindictive is seriously beyond me.
Now since writing that post, I was left alone, until this weekend, where I was once again subject to bullying.
Publicly being called “sicko in the head” which apart from being just plain illiterate, is just plain rude.
As well as a few other things, I have decided that enough is enough, I am going to stop this and let the authorities deal with it. My MS nurse was due today (I forgot) she talked me through it, she gave me the support I needed and a very welcome hug.
I want to take this opportunity to speak out and show I have a voice and I am going to keep using it.
I do not write my blog to “seek attention” like the person so eloquently put it, I write it because it helps me let go of, it has helped me turn a corner. It has also reached others who are in a similar situation. I am trying to help people understand this disease and just what people who have it, go through.
My bully thinks its okay to treat me this way because she has friends in blogging land, she has tarnished their views on me, these views are untrue and down right rude. I wish people had the integrity to make up their own minds, however as usual, the pack mentality is rife.
I no longer care about their views, I thought I did, however on reflection I realised I don’t need to, they are no-one special and certainly not worth my time.
For someone like me, who questions their existence on a daily basis, this bully has hurt me in ways they will never truly understand, they might sit back and smile, but personally, I would be ashamed.
I will continue my writing and as ever, fighting with my MS, however I am too tired, too depressed and too disheartened to take it any more.
Enough is enough.