So here I am, finally coming through my steroids and slowly getting over my relapse and my shaking gets worse. I have been a little ‘shakey’ for a few months now, but now its really starting to affect me daily.
I came in from actually doing some gardening yesterday (I know, I surprised even me!) went for a drink, put the drink into my right hand and went to take a sip. Well, I ended up throwing the damn ribena all down myself because I simply could not steady my hand. I felt like a right fool.
I put it in my left hand, which still doesn’t have its normal strength which gave my right the chance to calm down. So I gave it another go. Once again it started shaking, so I just did the best I could, what else can I do?
I have to say, its not easy to cope with something small like this. The new symptoms never seem to get any easier. I just wish July the 8th would hurry up so I can start my Tysabri again.
Right now that’s all I have and it really can’t come soon enough.
Rather than sit and cry, which I have done way too much of over the year, I have decided I have no choice but to make a joke out of it, lets face it, it’s not going away so I may as well just get on with it.
Humour is by far the best medicine, always makes me feel better anyway!
Lets hope people don’t think I am a random drunk who has simply drunk far too much.
So right now I am not letting this bastard disease get to me, I have way too much on my mind to let it bother me right now, I mean look outside, the sun is out?! Maybe summer is really here this time?…….