It is days like today and yesterday that make you remember just how unexpected and volatile MS can be.
You can be quietly getting on with things minding your own business, then BAM! Your hit with extremely extreme fatigue, dead feeling legs whilst trying to tackle to always scary stairs and tremors when you are trying to eat your tea and simply relax. Especially not nice when you have guests for tea.
I have to say i did not think I could possibly feel any worse until the previous evening. I knew i needed to go to bed but I have two young children, so that is easier said than done. Wait… yes… the tremors are back. Anyway… Luckily nanny was here and offered to take Beboo for the night so I could sleep and have some kind of a lie-in. I was very reluctant but I knew it was for the best, with all thats been going on nanny has been a god send, taking Beboo when I need five minutes or a night of pure sleep, even though Hubby is fantastic. But I just want to keep Beboo with me more, but last night I was at my wits end. I look forward to Hubby bringing her home this afternoon, after work.
So for the first time i am officially looking forward to starting steroids tomorrow, even just for the energy boost in about a weeks time! Today I will enjoy the rest and time with Pops before Hubby and Beboo return. At which time I will take my baby and cuddle her all night!
Stand by for more wining as I take on my next load of steroids, getting them on-board is by far the worst part!